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I didn't. It's actually - odd being back. Having those memories again? I have them, but it's like- there's no place in my mind to slot them into. Chronologically, I mean.

[ that question he answers easily, without resistance. ]

I suppose it would be strange. I've looked into it some and most seem to consider this place some sort of pocket dimension that only exists within it's own confines.

[he picks up his own cup of tea and swats a dog away from sniffing the BISCUITS] As fascinating a discussion as that is my point stands, there's no reason to worry about telling me. [he pauses a moment, as if he realizes something, then very, VERY begrudgingly says] I suppose you should have your tea first, maybe a nap. Seriously, Martin, you look terrible.

I'm fine, Jon, honestly. I'm just - [ and again, he doesn't really mean to tell him this, but he doesn't think too hard about it when he blurts it out. he's just tired. ] I just read a statement a couple of hours ago, and it took a lot out of me. I'll get some rest tonight.

[that gives jon pause, especially against the sudden concern that dredges in him. it's ridiculous, it's a statement, even if it was an emotionally draining one jon shouldn't feel like-

he ignores the feeling, scowls. focuses on something easier.] Where am I that I'm not the one doing statements? Especially if you're doing them in a state like this. Lord, I wasn't fired, was I?

[he sighs.] Look, stay here tonight. Moving the dogs back to wherever you're staying will be too big of a production anyway, and frankly I don't trust you not to burn down your place if you tried to make food in this state.

You weren't fired. You were just - you took a leave of absence for a while. After you- after we-

[ martin groans, shifting to bury his face in the scruff of one of his dog's fur. it's a slightly melodramatic gesture, but it's accompanied by the pure relief that is being away from all of that, at least for a little while. ]

You ended up having to lie low for a bit. There was- there was a body in your office, and some of the police thought it might have been you. But it wasn't.

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[any relief Jon felt over still having a job was quickly squashed by that revelation. he just stares for a beat, tea most certainly growing cold as he just held it uselessly]

A body? Good lord, who?

Leitner.

[ muffled against the dog's fur. ]

He was living in the tunnels.

Leitner? Jurgen Leitner?

[ok, there was so much to unpack from this conversation jon's head was spinning. he makes a note of 'tunnels,' because what does that mean, but right now leitner is most defintely his focus.]

It- I- he's dead? [he feels weird about that, there's definitely something like relief there which just makes him nervous because he couldn't have killed the man, right? he wouldn't kill someone, even a monster like leitner, but-] You said I didn't kill him- you're sure? It wasn't some... some ridiculous self defense or- and what do you mean tunnels?

Oh, god, right, you weren't- you don't know about- there are tunnels, under the Institute. It's- they're not important, but you didn't kill him, I promise. You couldn't have. Jon, I- I really don't think it's a good idea to tell you everything, I don't think it'll do anything but just - really, really upset you, because it's not like there's anything you can do about it from here. But if you really want...

[ because has he ever been able to deny his boss anything? ]

I would hardly call secret tunnels under our work unimportant- is that how the damn worms keep getting in? I swear, how could Elias not know about this? The Institute has been around for decades, for god's sake.

[jon registers martin again past all his own bafflement and overthinking. he makes a face, torn between not wanting to strain martin in the state he's in and the incessant need to know. he settles on picking up his tea cup and breathing out his nose.]

If you think I find the news of Leitner's death anything other than well deserved you're mistaken. Regardless I... fine. I'll drop it for now, and only for now. Drink your tea.

Pretty sure he knew about it.

[ if martin sounds a little bitter, well- he's not really elias's number one fan at the moment, and he reaches forward to take his tea with a little frown. ]

So, um- I've got roommates, now.

What? Then why didn't he- ugh, nevermind. [he'll actually try not to press for answers. for now. frankly it is extremely difficult and it probably shows from the way his fingers restlessly twitch.]

In- oh, you mean here. Yes, that's normal, I suppose. [he glances at the dogs] You'll have to speak to them about your dogs.

Yeah, I know. I already sent them messages, I'm just sort of waiting to hear back, I guess.

[ he looks up at him again, hesitant now, before- ]

Just ask, Jon. I - if I didn't want you to know things, I shouldn't've told you that I knew them at all. It's gonna drive you mad, isn't it.

[jon isn't sure whether to be grateful or ruffled that martin realized as much so easily. he ends up sighing and placing his empty cup to the side.]

Of course it is, you come here looking like hell, telling me Leitner was living underneath us this entire time. You know how I feel about the supernatural, most of the work we do is shifting through utter nonsense but Leitner- he and his library are dangerous. It-

[he pauses then finally gives in.] Just tell me if Sasha and Tim are alright. Elias too, I suppose.

Tim's depressed and cranky, Sasha's dead, and Elias is - Elias is creepy.

[ martin can't pinpoint why, but it's easier to talk when jon prompts him. the words just come out without much thought, and it's nice. reminds him of reading the statements, but in a way that doesn't feel nearly as intrusive.

it feels like jon pulls things out of him, instead of gripping something inside of him. ]

[well. well.

jon stares a beat, that look of someone who registered what was said but doesn't quite believe he heard it right. his eyes widen when he verifies that yes, that is what martin said, and he-

he doesn't really know what to do at first. enjoy that brief, stunned silence before jon speaks again, voice a little weak with shock] Sasha is- that's impossible, it's Sasha. I won't say she always makes the best decisions when she's getting protective but she's-

[suddenly it becomes all too easy to imagine how she'd die, doing something foolishly brave because sasha was just like that. she had no problem following that strange man just on the chance of saving them. he realizes his hands are shaking slightly and he clenches his fingers into a fist to stop it. the rush of anger is much easier to deal with.] How?

Yeah, I, um- I didn't want to believe it, either. We thought- we assumed she was missing, just for a time, and - it had to do with the Others. The Not-Them?

[ martin sits up, but he's staring at his hands as he talks now, even as one of the dogs shifts to flop its head into his lap. ]

It had to do with- a table, or something, I don't know, I wasn't really- I'm still not entirely sure what the details were, but she got - taken over when Jane Prentiss attacked the Institute. Everything was in shambles, and no one even noticed-- we had an interloper for about a year.

[if jon was in a less shocked state of mind he'd likely snap at martin to make more sense- others? not-them? but he wasn't less shocked, and martin didn't look any better than he felt- far worse, really.

something strikes him though, and he pales] A table- the table from statement 0070107? The one you and Elias wanted destroyed? It didn't-

[welp, now he was wondering if ignoring martin and elias' suggestions somehow led to sasha's death. good times for everyone.] Oh lord.

[ this insanity has barely been happening for any amount of time at all, but it feels foreign and impossible to him that jon wouldn't know what he's referring to. ]

It, um- it got destroyed somehow. And that's when... yeah. Um.

[ martin shrugs, still not looking jon in the face. ]

Sorry, I told you that- it wouldn't be good for you to know.

[he sits back, dazed and digesting the information. if it was someone else it would be easier for denial to kick in but martin- no, out of anyone he knew martin couldn't throw this sort of thing around. after a long minute he blinks as if to start up again, reaching to pull off his glasses and rub his face.]

Martin... if I had done what you said would it have saved her? [he asks quietly before swallowing and continuing stronger.] No, no I... I asked. You have nothing to be sorry for.

What? No- no, that's not- that wouldn't have saved her, Jon. I don't think so, at least. Probably would've gotten someone killed sooner, honestly.

[ he rubs his face, ignoring the cooling tea on the table. ]

Prentiss is gone. I've said that already, right? She's gone, we don't have to worry about her anymore.

[ he's trying so hard to provide jon with an upside here. ]

[he doesn't look sure how to take that, but ultimately nods. martin was a terrible liar, at least he thought so, and he assumed martin at least believed what he said.

he's quiet a few moments more, absentmindedly petting one of the dogs when it seems to sense his distress and plop it's head in his lap as if that fixed things.] What about Tim? Is he alright?

Tim's alive. He's sort of, um.

[ martin struggles for a moment for the word, obviously uncertain, before he supplies: ]

He's been in a mood for a while. But he'll be alright, I think. There are some, um- some new people working there now, too. In Research, with us.

Oh, I... suppose we would need to- with Sasha. [jon's still clearly trying to digest that, swallowing down the sudden lump in his throat to focus on tim and these new people.]

Understandable, I mean it sounds... a lot has happened. Tim's never been one to take change particularly well. [he exhales] Who are the new workers? Anyone I know?

Melanie King? I think she's given you her statement already?

[ martin presses his hand to his face, sinking a little back against the couch. ]

She used to be with Ghost Hunt UK. And then, um- Basira Hussain too, now, but I don't think you know her yet.

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